{"id":228,"date":"2023-02-05T17:39:37","date_gmt":"2023-02-05T16:39:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/?p=228"},"modified":"2023-10-20T11:52:16","modified_gmt":"2023-10-20T09:52:16","slug":"jattends","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/index.php\/2023\/02\/05\/jattends\/","title":{"rendered":"J&rsquo;attends"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"228\" class=\"elementor elementor-228\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-36cbd57d elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"36cbd57d\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-305118a8\" data-id=\"305118a8\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-789677d1 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"789677d1\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.10.2 - 29-01-2023 *\/\n.elementor-heading-title{padding:0;margin:0;line-height:1}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title[class*=elementor-size-]>a{color:inherit;font-size:inherit;line-height:inherit}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-small{font-size:15px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-medium{font-size:19px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-large{font-size:29px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xl{font-size:39px}.elementor-widget-heading .elementor-heading-title.elementor-size-xxl{font-size:59px}<\/style><h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">J'attends<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1104f55e elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"1104f55e\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.10.2 - 29-01-2023 *\/\n.elementor-widget-image{text-align:center}.elementor-widget-image a{display:inline-block}.elementor-widget-image a img[src$=\".svg\"]{width:48px}.elementor-widget-image img{vertical-align:middle;display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"800\" src=\"https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/393979424_292335323664712_4313782831541913536_n.jpg\" class=\"attachment-large size-large wp-image-1761\" alt=\"\" srcset=\"https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/393979424_292335323664712_4313782831541913536_n.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/393979424_292335323664712_4313782831541913536_n-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/393979424_292335323664712_4313782831541913536_n-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/guillaumetendron.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/02\/393979424_292335323664712_4313782831541913536_n-768x768.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-4fdeec81 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"4fdeec81\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<style>\/*! elementor - v3.10.2 - 29-01-2023 *\/\n.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-stacked .elementor-drop-cap{background-color:#818a91;color:#fff}.elementor-widget-text-editor.elementor-drop-cap-view-framed .elementor-drop-cap{color:#818a91;border:3px solid;background-color:transparent}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap{margin-top:8px}.elementor-widget-text-editor:not(.elementor-drop-cap-view-default) .elementor-drop-cap-letter{width:1em;height:1em}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap{float:left;text-align:center;line-height:1;font-size:50px}.elementor-widget-text-editor .elementor-drop-cap-letter{display:inline-block}<\/style>\t\t\t\t<p>Mon \u00e2me est enferm\u00e9e dans ce corps qui ne r\u00e9pond plus.<\/p><p>Immobile dans un grand lit blanc tel un navire pris par les glaces, le mal incurable me disloque peu \u00e0 peu.<\/p><p>Tout n&rsquo;est que souffrance. La moindre respiration, boire, manger, soupirer, parler, toutes ces choses me demande trop d&rsquo;efforts.<\/p><p>\u00a0C&rsquo;est comme si chaque jour, il fallait gravir l&rsquo;Everest et le lendemain recommencer.<\/p><p>Souvent la douleur insupportable me brouille l&rsquo;esprit, je suis loin de tout, sur un pont suspendu entre deux rives. Petit \u00e0 petit je me rapproche de l&rsquo;autre c\u00f4t\u00e9.<\/p><p>Les heures s&rsquo;\u00e9gr\u00e8nent, j&rsquo;attends le moment qui ne vient toujours pas. Je ne suis plus ma\u00ectre de mon destin. Il est entre les mains des hommes et femmes en blouses blanches.<\/p><p>Alchimistes, ils\u00a0att\u00e9nuent ma souffrance ou la prolongent. Cela d\u00e9pend du point de vue d&rsquo;o\u00f9 l&rsquo;on se place. Eux sont courageux, les sages l\u00e9gislateurs ne le sont pas. Dieu est aux abonn\u00e9s absents, sinon il serait d\u00e9j\u00e0 venu me prendre.<\/p><p>Longtemps je me suis battu pour mes proches, allez encore un peu, encore\u00a0 quelques mois, quelques semaines. un No\u00ebl, un week-end, une visite. Il est temps pour moi de partir pour le voyage sans retour.<\/p><p>Chaque jour est un renoncement, ne plus marcher, ne plus s&rsquo;asseoir, ne plus saisir, ne plus manger, ne plus boire, ne plus reconna\u00eetre mes proches et bient\u00f4t ne plus respirer.<\/p><p>Toujours\u00a0 d&rsquo;avantage de poches, de tuyaux, d&rsquo;appareils d&rsquo;assistance pour prolonger de quelques jours de quelques heures, la terrible attente.<\/p><p>Ma vie ne tient plus qu&rsquo;\u00e0 un fil, je souhaiterais qu&rsquo;il se casse, que l&rsquo;on m&rsquo;aide \u00e0 le rompre avant de perdre mon \u00e2me.<\/p><p>Le mal m&rsquo;a \u00f4t\u00e9 toute ma dignit\u00e9.<\/p><p>Qu&rsquo;on laisse mon \u00e2me flotter au gr\u00e8s du vent et mon corps fatigu\u00e9 se reposer et rejoindre cette terre que j&rsquo;ai tant aim\u00e9.<\/p><p>D&rsquo;heure en heure puis de minute en minute, mon souffle s&rsquo;att\u00e9nue, une larme, roule sur ma joue.<br \/>Je vous dis au revoir. Je suis au regret de vous laisser.<\/p><p>L&rsquo;attente est termin\u00e9e, je pars&#8230;.<\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>J&rsquo;attends Mon \u00e2me est enferm\u00e9e dans ce corps qui ne r\u00e9pond plus. 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